My mother doesn’t accept that I’m gay so she simply asked me not to talk about it with her ever.
My brother is getting married so weddings are the subject right now.
My mom keeps saying to me things like “Your future husband” or “the man you marry” and it got to be way too much.
So tonight I nicely asked her to please not talk about things like that to me. I told her I respect you by not talking about me being gay so Im asking you to please not talk to me like I’m straight.
She got mad. She. got. mad.
She said that’s just the way I talk and I will try to not bring it up.
I told her, do not try, just do. If I have to, you have.
I’m not allowed to just try. I have to keep my mouth SHUT about it all and all my hardships with it. So why does she have the nerve to speak to me about the man I will marry. It hurts it’s awkward and uncomfortable. JUST LIKE the way SHE feels if I bring up any of that involving a WOMAN.
It just hurts. I will never have my dream wedding because my dream wedding consists of all of my family being there and knowing that won’t happen breaks my heart to pieces and literally makes me want to cry.
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